im bored , watching the tv just to kill the time . the weather's cold and breezy . it make me fall asleep but im having the urge to pee but unluckily , just too lazy . diyana came over , we watched wipeout & laughed like hell . and then the time came for her to get back home . & here i am rotting right in front of the tv set .

love's prolly on his way home back from school . missing him so much . bleahh , seriously bored nak mampus . i really hope to have plans for this weekends . gonna have a haircut . gonna window-shop since i have no more money left in my wallet . gaah ~ i need a job ler . told mama bout it , she seems okeh but the problem lies with love , but if he still detest .. i will have no objection .

this's gonna be random but ....

i wanna be closer to god . want to change to a better person . it doesnt sounds crazy and i think i should be able to do it . eversince they're saying those absurd things like "2012 is the year when everything's gonna end" ( there's even a movie about it ) , i think i shall change for the better . tho i despise those awful thinkings i just think i want to be closer to god before the time doesnt allow us to . but i cant understand why or maybe how they know that 2012 is the end of time . i cant help but shaking my head & having goosebumps whenever the advertisements on 2012 appear especially on MTV . its like they're too expecting & wanting the world to end . or maybe they're knocking some senses into us , to repent before its too late ? but why 2 years before and not long ago ? are they taking things too slowly ? it saddens me that the world's gonna end just like that ? well , maybe we're responsible for it . God wouldnt be unfair .

just an advise to do nice things instead of those meanful things that would hurt people cause if you do so , you're giving peace a chance (quoted from kaseh's bog title ^^ ) tak mahu luhh jahat-jahat , cemburu-cemburu pun tak gunaa . be happy , think of your future . there's no need for you to take care of other's life while you have your own life to take care of . be close to your parents , dont be rude to them cause you'll find happiness :D

macam lecturer tak ? :P , i dont care if you wont heed my advices cause in the end it will be only between you & God & your own deathbed . so just all the best for your future endeavourers . moga tercapai cita-cita kamu dan selalu mengingati Allah

wheee ^^ , bai bai .