i didnt know i could make things this way . i feel twice as hurt as you . i thought it was just a nightmare but when i woke up , i realised that everything's happening . its really happening & i wonder who can put a stop to it . i was really afraid that it could be my last kiss . i regret everything that i did . dont think that i dont love you , cause i do . i feel the difference without you , i hate myself for doing all that . i cant seem to forgive myself . i dont know what to do without you .

i miss you love . ):