a day we're good & another we're not . i dont know what else to do . it hurts me when everytime i build my strength to carry on this relationship , either of us will destroy it again . & it happens again & again & again , it's countless of times . i cant help myself . im not in this alone . whats the use of having you by my side but you're not there to help me ? instead i've been always been there for you . im there for you when you needed me , but what about me ? have i ever complain ? sigh , its okay .