Sunday, October 2, 2011

funny isnt it, how my tumblr went berserk out of a sudden €€and im unable to use it anymore. then out of nowhere, out of the blue moon im back to using blogger. maybe i feel save using this cos it has really been a long time since i last posted an entry here so i assume that there would be no readers left. well, it always has none. actually i dont know what to update on. my life pretty suck for me. somewhere, somehow, some things just aint right. my r/s, yes, especially. constant arguments here €and there. sigh, my eyes really cant take it anymore. no matter how strong i told myself to be, i just couldnt stop th tears. nobody even understands me, not even my own boyfriend. all that he knows..... uhmm, nothing. its just so hurtful. hurtful to me, at least. today is suppodingly our 28th monthsary but everything just went wrong. see, yet another dissapointment from another expectation. i should really stop expecting too much of everything. it might all just suck as well.sighhh, another thing, o levels are round th corner.... 28(or less) more days. die die die.

whats the point of love when i keep on getting hurt? by my own b o y f r i e n d? fcuk this shit ok.

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there's nothing to know 'bout me cause i aint like those bitches you've seen or have talked to .

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i love him more than anything else , period . does'nt mean we're not together , we dont love each other . we'll still be together deep in our heart . i love you .